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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
dear miss A.S. please dont hurt mr. F dont get you. werent you just dating some guy last month? have you broken up with him already? i mean usually i wouldnt care. but this time, you've moved on to dating someone i know. but not only that. he's someone i know has had his heart broken shattered to pieces that he didnt even wanna date another girl for years. then you come along, and he fell. just like that. he let his guard and defences down all for you. why? what is it about you? i wouldnt know. but all im asking is for you to try and make this one work out. i dont wanna have to see him suffer. that wouldnt affect me much. but to have to see my bestfriend, see his bestfreidn suffering.. that i cannot take. so please A***. dont hurt him. ok?.now that that is done and over with,
so many things have happened, i duno where to start.
everythings so complex and confusing.
i miss the simplicity of things.
then again, if i wana make this simple
there is an answer.
to simple to believe.
to easy to understand.
too painful to bear.
how does it feel to find that your name is not even worthy of mention to your best friend?
why is it that we're so close yet it feels like i cant say a word to you without worrying what you'd say about it? why cant we talk the way we use to? why does it feel like im not even worthy of your time? everyone else is much more important. then again, thats the way its always been. hasnt it? you didnt even bother looking for me till now. and i can bet its cos you feel like you owe it to me since i gave you what you needed. where have you gone? i suppose everyone else is just a much better friend to you than i have ever been. i suppose everything we've been through is just not worth while anymore. i suppose its time for a change.
and the funny part about this is.. i've always seemed to get along better with your ex's than i ever did with you.
at the end of the day. no matter what i say about you, and no matter what you did, when someone tells me you're not worth my time, when they say forget her, i always shove it in their faces and tell them that you dont deserve it. i can be boiling mad at you.. yet all it takes is an apolpgy. a smile, a teardrop. and i forget everything i ever held against you. why?.. i dont know. i guess cos its just you. my bestfriend no matter what you do. my bestfriend no matter what i do. i can never hate you.
lets see whats new..
i quit my job.
theres a weding at my place this friday.
FYP, spinnovex, open house, reports, log books, everythings finally over.
lots of projects to complete.
major test comming in a few weeks.
i got lost more to say. but i got bored of blogging.
oh. mysterious bennie boy's back in my life.
i dont get it.
i keep leaving you so
why do you keep comming back for more?Labels: the light that tears aside the veil of darkness.
♥
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
dear miss A.S. please dont hurt mr. F dont get you. werent you just dating some guy last month? have you broken up with him already? i mean usually i wouldnt care. but this time, you've moved on to dating someone i know. but not only that. he's someone i know has had his heart broken shattered to pieces that he didnt even wanna date another girl for years. then you come along, and he fell. just like that. he let his guard and defences down all for you. why? what is it about you? i wouldnt know. but all im asking is for you to try and make this one work out. i dont wanna have to see him suffer. that wouldnt affect me much. but to have to see my bestfriend, see his bestfreidn suffering.. that i cannot take. so please A***. dont hurt him. ok?.now that that is done and over with,
so many things have happened, i duno where to start.
everythings so complex and confusing.
i miss the simplicity of things.
then again, if i wana make this simple
there is an answer.
to simple to believe.
to easy to understand.
too painful to bear.
how does it feel to find that your name is not even worthy of mention to your best friend?
why is it that we're so close yet it feels like i cant say a word to you without worrying what you'd say about it? why cant we talk the way we use to? why does it feel like im not even worthy of your time? everyone else is much more important. then again, thats the way its always been. hasnt it? you didnt even bother looking for me till now. and i can bet its cos you feel like you owe it to me since i gave you what you needed. where have you gone? i suppose everyone else is just a much better friend to you than i have ever been. i suppose everything we've been through is just not worth while anymore. i suppose its time for a change.
and the funny part about this is.. i've always seemed to get along better with your ex's than i ever did with you.
at the end of the day. no matter what i say about you, and no matter what you did, when someone tells me you're not worth my time, when they say forget her, i always shove it in their faces and tell them that you dont deserve it. i can be boiling mad at you.. yet all it takes is an apolpgy. a smile, a teardrop. and i forget everything i ever held against you. why?.. i dont know. i guess cos its just you. my bestfriend no matter what you do. my bestfriend no matter what i do. i can never hate you.
lets see whats new..
i quit my job.
theres a weding at my place this friday.
FYP, spinnovex, open house, reports, log books, everythings finally over.
lots of projects to complete.
major test comming in a few weeks.
i got lost more to say. but i got bored of blogging.
oh. mysterious bennie boy's back in my life.
i dont get it.
i keep leaving you so
why do you keep comming back for more?Labels: the light that tears aside the veil of darkness.
